| | Im making a new journal tomorrow, and cleaning out my bedroom. | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Gino and I were sexing it up again and it was going good. Suddenly, he giggled and he whispered (So I wouldnt hear) "I farted again" and holy shit I jsut rolled over laughing so hard. WOw, hahahahahahhahahahahahahhahaa. I don't think I've laughed that hard/loud in my life. | comments: 6 comments or Leave a comment  |
| Okay, I lied. I just went to Target and purchased the Reno 911 dvd.
FUCK YES!
I have an extra ticket to yellowcard tonight, If you want to come leave a comment. You can ride with us and all that cool shit. Get at me. | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| Im going to Target and the bank with Adam today because I am the human map. I can't buy the Reno 911 dvd today, and that's a total bust. I shouldn't have spent my money on dumb things. We got really high last night and stayed out until my bed time. Im exhausted right now, but it was worth it. It was all in good fun. Tonight is the mtv taping for Yellowcard at hardrock, I get to eat at my favorite restraunt before we go because I saved my 20 dollars for it :) Jamie is comming with us!! Im excited! | comments: Leave a comment  |
| I really wish The Postal Service would make another cd. I know he's busy with Death Cab being all over mtv, but I've been listening to this everyday (Im not kidding) for a year now. I fell in love with this cd last year when Mike and I met. I heard it in his car, but I mean The Postal Service is so much better than Death Cab (Im probably going to get slapped for this) in my opinion. They could atleast go on tour, Damn this only being a side project! :( I saw this video on mtv, I haven't seen this video since a year ago at Jackie's house when I watched it on the computer. I loove this song, even if it is popular. I don't even care.
I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles In our eyes are mirror images and when We kiss they're perfectly aligned And I have to speculate that God himself Did make us into corresponding shapes like Puzzle pieces from the clay True, it may seem like a stretch, but Its thoughts like this that catch my troubled Head when you're away when I am missing you to death When you are out there on the road for Several weeks of shows and when you scan The radio, I hope this song will guide you home
They will see us waving from such great Heights, 'come down now,' they'll say But everything looks perfect from far away, 'come down now,' but we'll stay...
I tried my best to leave this all on your Machine but the persistent beat it sounded Thin upon listening That frankly will not fly. you will hear The shrillest highs and lowest lows with The windows down when this is guiding you home
I love driving around listening to this, with the windows down and the wind comming in. I looove it.
PS:Courtney,Danny,and Gino..be prepared to be fucking owned tonight when we go go karting. There is no way in hell any one of you are going to beat the master. I want to get drunk, I haven't been drunk in..roughly..I don't remember how long, but it's about damn time. Tonight shall be fun! THE RENO 911 DVD COMES OUT TOMORROW MORNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT SHIT IS SO MINE! I LOVE THAT SHOW! HAHJDFEBNRJERKERNJENJR! Lauren comes home soon! hoyl fuck! party on wendsday!!!!!!!!! | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Time: | 10:56 pm | | Current Mood: | depressed |
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| i don't understand why people do the things they don't like to do, just because other people said so..or they need money. why do people work jobs they don't like? i mean, everytime gino goes to work he comes home grumpy and sunburnt. i really don't get why people do things they aren't happy with. i don't get why people worry about what other people think of them. who cares if youre drunk and accidently call a straight edge kid? is he going to hate you just because you did something stupid that you wanted to do? why do people care so much about what others think about them?
i honestly just don't give a fuck, i want to live my life the way i want to live it, not how some kid wants me to live it. i think some people, some friends of mine..have forgotten how to be themselves because they're too busy impressing others. i'll just stand on the side lines and watch as everyone get's shot down by the retard gun.
i'd love to rewind back to the 9th grade, when no one gave a fuck about anyone else besides their friends and all we ever did was chase the rain and listen to slayer.
fuck growing up, fuck becomming an adult. i wanna be a kid forever.
i hate this summer, summer of 04'..you really suck.
i do love you though.
heather, do you still want to hang out tomorrow when youre done with your interview? | comments: 8 comments or Leave a comment  |
| everything has been so 'bleh' lately, actually..everything was so 'bleh' until i read this: Cannibal Corpse is playing July 1st in Jacksonville Oh jesus, Gino and I have to go to this. HAVE TO. Or guilt will take over my body and I'll throw myself off a bridge. Now, I have to see if tickets are on sale, so if it sells out I won't be upset.
Anyways, Today is going to be borring..Gino isnt here, Courtney can't hang out, and my mom is having her redneck buddies over. I guess I'll just hang out and sip down a couple of tallboys while watchin some exciting nascar races on the picture box.
or i'll just stay in my room and paint my shoes,
im leaning towards the last option. | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Time: | 12:06 am | | Current Mood: | LAUGHING. |
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| "are you ok?"-me ::scrump:: "yeah"-gino ::scrump:: ::more scrumping:: ::scrumping is over:: "I love you, but there's something I have to tell you"-gino "..Okay"-me, terrified "...When we were having sex I farted"-gino "LAUGHING.LAUGHING.OHMYGOD."-me
wow...just...wow. | comments: 10 comments or Leave a comment  |
|  my new kicks.
 no real explanation.
go see dodgeball. that shit is hilarious. chuck norris makes a sweet cameo. | comments: 13 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Time: | 03:13 pm | | Current Mood: | crappy |
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| | i keep having dreams (every night) that freddy kruger is killing me and it's freaking me out. | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | we sold our dashboard tickets at the show so i wouldn't get introuble, and with the money we went to the coolest place on earth chuckie cheese! oh boy, it was like heaven. i had so much fun. i haven't giggled like that in so long. the guy that was working at the ticket thing gave us fucking lava lamps and a whole bunch of cool shit for free. it was so awesome! i seriously can't wait to go back there next week when lauren returns. im getting tore up tomorrow night, hot damn! | comments: 6 comments or Leave a comment  |
| Everyone Join stand_defiant
or ill rip you a new asshole | comments: Leave a comment  |
| helsel is a fag: regular slut is ok, but scene slut. thats just retarded. LoversMarathon: lol! helsel is a fag: "lolz im gunna fuk every1 so i can be scene!!" helsel is a fag: "XXXFUCKMEXXX" LoversMarathon: HAHAHAHAHAHA helsel is a fag: *shakes head* helsel is a fag: x helsel is a fag: *shakes penis* helsel is a fag: its like.. LoversMarathon: LMAO! helsel is a fag: 'come here my penis is shakin" helsel is a fag: *shakes penis* LoversMarathon: hahahaha LoversMarathon: omg helsel is a fag: seriously. lol helsel is a fag: "my penis is shakin, i got an x on my hand, come do me you'll be cool" LoversMarathon: lol helsel is a fag: hahaha wow. helsel is a fag: lol helsel is a fag: cause ya know, scene sluts are fucking for the pleasure, they just fucking for the x and thats just not cool because its pointless. helsel is a fag: i mean, if you want an x get a perminate marker helsel is a fag: penis on the other hand, thats a different story LoversMarathon: hahahah helsel is a fag: wow what the fuck am i talking about LoversMarathon: lol | comments: 7 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Time: | 11:44 pm | | Current Mood: | crushed |
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| i don't know what's wrong with me, but i feel so sad for some reason. i gave my dashboard tickets to tiffany because i just don't feel like going anymore. i cried tonight at the spill canvas because it made me think of doug and how much we have grown apart. i understand we are not in love anymore, but he has a special place in my heart. he wasn't only my boyfriend, but he was my best friend. now he acts like i do not exsist, like he has forgotten how much i used to mean to him. i used to be able to tell him anything, and now he honestly seems like a stranger. i am going to north carolina in 2 weeks to see my sister. i have to choose whether or not i want to stay up there. leave behind friends and this town that i do love whether or not i tell myself i don't? or be with the one i love the most and actually make something of myself? i don't know. im sorry im such a bitch sometimes gino, but i love you so much. youre the only boyfriend i've ever had that has been this nice to me and put up with all the stupid shit i say and do. i feel like im a failure, oh wait..the truth is i am.
"Just forget me, It's that simple."
It obviously isn't too tough, just ask the person who was supposedly in "love" with me 4 months ago. Youre supposed to be my 'best friend' remember? you probably don't, but i do. bestfriend doesnt mean stranger. | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
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